In 2010, I started my blog because I thought it would fun. It was fun! I got excited when I got new followers or someone would comment on a post. It was a great feeling!
For 2 years, my blog grew and then I kind of abandoned it. I had a lot happening in my life. The short version is this; We had our 3rd child, I struggled with depression, I had a miscarriage, then I got pregnant again and had our 4th child .
My last pregnancy was extremely difficult. Weekly trips to the maternal/fetal specialists took their toll. I was not emotionally ready to be pregnant again.
I cried every week before my appointment because of fear something was wrong. I cried every week after my appointment in shear relief that every thing was ok. And, I cried a lot inbetween appointments.
Finally, I had a beautiful, healthy baby boy and afterwards, I struggled with depression again.
With all of that going on, I just didn't feel like writing anything. I have made some attempts at posting little things, they were half hearted and really weren't anything worth typing.
But, I have decided to try again. Will I post everyday? Probably not. My goal is few times a week. I think that is a reasonable goal. I will post the things that I enjoy and things that make me happy. Hopefully, some of you will enjoy them too.
Thank you to those who have stayed with me. To those who left, that's ok. I will gain new followers. I will rebuild my blog.